A powerful write. If we don't concentrate on keeping our thoughts focused, sometimes there is a real danger of the mind simply collapsing.
My only suggestion would be "I can't let my thoughts WANDER" instead of "Wandered"

Excellent write and all the best,
Ben

We always think that the heart is the most powerful but in every way the mind is. For once it collapses everything goes. Negative or positive it holds the reigns! Good one Luce dear :)