This Feeling

This feeling is new to me, i know
By the passing minute, i feel it grow
Scratching gently on the backdoor of my head
Like a hungry child that cannot be fed
Shedding off the older layers
I slowly come up to the open air
One part of heart on all my prayers
And the other on those for whom i care
This feeling has known me for longer times
It feels like music playing on distant chimes
Theres something about it, that just rhymes
Something to be read between the lines
It gives me hope for i know not what
Tells me of things that are yet to come
Cant place my finger on that final sum
Loud it is, yet like a distant hum
Abstract on a level beyond any other
Stretching over an infinity that keeps stretching further
And yet it glows, like a tiny candle
Sitting on thoughts, yet serving as a mantle
For other thoughts and hopes yet to come
And they do, and all add up in the sum
A final conclusive product in the mind
Omnipresent, yet hard to find
Such is this feeling that dwells within
New, but yet it has its kith and kin
Maybe im the one thats new here
Speculating, yet being speculated for years and years

This feeling that stays inside
Ever so vivid, and yet it always hides
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