Still hurts

All those memories and moments faded away but it still hurts today.

They came back as a train hitting so hard i wish i would've changed lanes that day.

How can you still be here going on every day like nothing ever happened?

I just wish it was a dream, nothing close to reality, why isn't this burden on you why cant you hurt to?

Everyday I try to forget but now my memory isn't fading, its staying how?

I felt like I died on that day and every night it would stay in the back of my mind.

Your nothing but a monster, I'm glad your face is wasted in my memory of hatefulness.

I cannot contain this hate anymore, my life has gone astray and i don't know what's what anymore.

You can stick a knife in me cause I'm done you ruined me and my life

I hope I'm stronger now cause the pain you gave lasts longer than forever.

One day you will pay and i hope you lay awake cant sleep, tears running down your face till you cant take in no more.

If you died now I'd give no remorse.