The Deal!

by Tina   Jan 20, 2016


This deal!
As you call it
Will it be over and when?
Any idea?
I can live it but hard
Confusing, upsetting and I don't know how I should explain
I would be the lucky one if I'd end up being with you till the end
But knowing that won't happen, you think I can survive?
Is it easy for you or it's just my weakness?
I've never been so confused in my life before
I like that confusion but it hurts in the end
I've never fallen for someone like this before
That I even got confidence to hang out with you, yet this relationship has got no name
And you want me to stay by you
Let the deal be!
That's very confusing isn't it?
I don't even want to clarify what it is; I don't want to know what your intention is
Guess how deep I am
And you are in a deep thought about life
Life sucks, not permanent, everything is finally a depression
I know that
Letting go is very good but hard
I don't know how it works on you, but it's damn hard for me
Now, I mean now
I was really strong before
I let my feelings run away as they sought
Purposely I did it because I liked you very much
Then I began to love you
And I don't know what's now
I came to this point with you, and have to go back alone I know that
The way back is too dark and lonely
If I go with you more into this, the way I'll have to come back will be more and more dreadful
I'll be dead before I reach my destination
Your vision is good, clear and peaceful while my vision has become you
Well what to do
It happened
I'm Sorry
I can't leave
But I'll have to
Isn't it?

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