Why

I feel really down
my head is spinning around
all these thoughts,
wont let me be..

some seem unreal to me
i know i have been through a lot
but i am not a soft jelly tot

i am strong
with a very long tongue..
not one to care
when things go wrong

so why i am i bothered now
i am acting like a silly cow
for all they done i am a mess
but my soul wont seem to rest

i miss them all you see
i wish they was with me,,
life is so unfair
i always will be there.
even when i went in care...

my soul must be one of the best
life is really putting me to the test..
mum you should have been there to help me rest

drink is all you do
you make me feel like sh*t on your shoe..

i am ashamed of you
for your job you say is so untrue
anything for another drink or two,,,

i am scared in the end you will be killed
you would have not give them a thrill
i dont no what to do no more
my mother is just one big w*ore.

you hate me because i left
but your life with drink is such a mess,,,
i should of been one of the best
i am your child you should love..

there was 4 of us you see
all you do is fall in to the tree
why cant you see no matter what you done we love and miss you
we just want our mum ....