Pleasant dreams

I was doing drugs and they were doing me
a dont give a *uck attitude...complacency
The rare times i would sleep were the times i could cope
I wasnt acting normally i just ran out of dope
next became a sleep that wasnt so sound
as the high times increased no pleasant dreams found
life sucked as dope took everything off my plate
nightmarish dreams sleep an unbearable state
no more peaceful slumber in my bedroom
tossing and turning sensing tormented impending doom
when i pass on will these dreams im dreaming be the ones i want for keeps?
drug induced nightmares continue to increase
will it ever be possible for me to R.I.P.?
-Santacruz-