I rest my eyes and all I see is you
I imagine you standing by my side just as you always do.
I was always happy when I'm with you
I may have not fully expressed and showed it to you
but I want you to be with me not saying I would die without you
but my life would be difficult and emptier without you.
And now you have drifted apart and found someone.
And now I feel so in pain and cant stop thinking to myself of what if.
The laughters and joys are now silence and sadness.
The dream I have with you now shattered and broken
These pain i feel of desperation and misery
Like my heart is being tortured and torn
That these memories we shared resonates too much weight and pain in my heart,
And yet again I am here still hoping, still wishing that everything that this is, is just a nightmare.
That one day I would wake up and see you by my side and see your smile.
That one day that glimpse of hope would not fade
That one day Ill have you back
That one day I can be the man you have always wanted.
And all of these would be just dreaming.
but now I know that these pain would be with me forever.
That I have to endure these pain till my heart numbs
