I can't get through this

I have to get through this,
Whatever it takes,
I need support,
Which takes time?
I can't see the sun because I am so sad,
I love the rain,
Because I always down,
I never smile,
Because I cant get through this,
It is never ending,
I don't know what to do,
I will never get through,
Because I am weak,
I need all the help,
That I can get from you,
I need someone who there,
Time after time,
I need the help of you,
Or I won't get through,
The is a black cloud above me,
Because I am so down,
But you don't see this,
But it's always been there,
Because I cant get through this,
You don't see my true colours,
Even if there black or even blue,
But I need to get through this but I need you,
To help me through,
It is hard for me to get through without support,
The days for me are blue,
Nights so lonely,
Thinking it through,
I need your help,
So I can get through.