I changed I changed
the way I didn't wanted
I'm disgusted by myself
When you can find a place to think
whether its your window with a cigarette in your hand
blowing the smoke in the cold air
surrounded by you
you bring these things up in your mind
and you're asking what am I even doing here
do I have a purpose in this decade
or do we need to be strong live with the mistakes we made
and wait for what will come
is it forgiveness
is it acceptance
but it doesn't even matter
I need to accept myself first
