Saddest Scattered Soul

I have much scare of this life
Hence, I am looking for a knife

In life, many times I walk alone
And speak with God in sad tone

I want to go to the safe place
Where I will get God's bless

I hope, I will find my happiest way
Hence, I am waiting for my last day

Oh God, with sorrowful heart, I pray
Take me to you before I will be a prey