How could I let myself....

How could I let myself,
Get so wrapped up in you?

Or let myself,
Get so close to you?

Or let myself believe,
Even for a little while...
I could be soo in love with you?

You are my bestest friend.
How could I do that to you?
Why didn't I see it sooner.

How could I let myself...
Be so stupid?

Let myself think,
We could be anything more?

How could I let myself,
Hurt you so much?

I love you soooo much.
And you love me.
But not in the same way.

I'm so sorry,
I let myself believe I loved you that way.
I'm so sorry I hurt you.

How could I let myself,
Believe I was such a wonderful person?????