No where to run

On with ya life.
Jus be you, have fun,
Stuck in the loop, no where to run...
Who am i? Who do i want to be?
Faded memory.. Fading memories..
Forced to let go
of what i wanted to be..
Stuck in the moments,
so sweet, tainted, fun..
..suicide run?
Please dont talk about your gun
Just not very funny to me;
I see visions, memories,
Take me now, leave me be
Sweet honey, cherries, trees.......

Bumblebees :)