Depraved thoughts

You know, I have a lot of weird thoughts
I always think about them, no matter what
They're always in the back my head
And I try my best to repress my thoughts
Thoughts of murder
Thoughts of cannibalism
Thoughts of staining the walls with blood
Thoughts of going insane
I can't explain why or when I started to think about this
But it's driving me crazy
I just want to put all of them away
And never think about them again
But at the same time
When I look around at people
I keep thinking about their dead bodies
And about how much their blood would fill the room