Your eyes of perception

Let me express myself
Open up what your words do to me
Deep from flesh

Of course I've changed
Yeah I'm not the same

After everything I've been through

All the abuse
Physical
Mental
Emotional

How could I be the same?

Constantly hearing
Screams of

F*vk you
I hate you
You ain't sh¡t
You're a b¡7ch

You're just like him
Just like everyone else
You're a piece of sh¡t

I am done
I don't want to be with you

You don't love me
I don't need you
You don't help me

I hope you die

You need to change your attitude
Change your ways
I am the only one trying

These are the screams
Echoing in my head
Every other day

Words like a knife
Cutting deep
Scars forever
But I love you she says

All these words consumed
Screaming in my head
I try to shut 'em out

A love turn horror

So hear my cries
Roaring loud
Defending the woman I am

How could I be the one?
How could I be different?
How could you see my change?

If your eyes doesn't see it

How could you want love?
How could you feel it?
How could there be change?

If your eyes perception is comparison

How could I believe "I love you"
If my "I love you" is compared to your "I love you"

Your I love you screams

F*vk you
I hate you
You ain't sh¡t
You're a b¡7ch

You're just like him
Just like everyone else
You're a piece of sh¡t

I am done
I don't want to be with you

Hearing too many times
But I love you she says

How do I protect myself?
How do I shelter my heart?
How do I receive " I love you"

If it given as something cold

How do I express
What isn't being shown