The title you have chosen describes your mood well. To be numb could be a good thing at times on the other hand may hinder us from dealing with what is going on. I sense guilt on your part but it is not your fault. You have tried everything and now it is slipping away. Andrea I am so sorry and there comes a time we have to let go to save ourselves. Not an easy road. I pray for you and hugs to you.

Truly a heart wrenching piece. Its heartbreaking....Sending you prayers and much love and hugs. Milly x

Angels no matter how far they stray always ascend and remain in the hearts of mothers - always. ((hugs))

You are NEVER alone!!

Andrea, we are here, for you, for your girl. Hugs you-

Such sad beauty Andrea, hugs and warmth :)x