I’m scared
Scared of life
Scared that I’ll push everyone away
Scared of saying “I love you,”
Scared that people will forget me
Scared of facing my fears
Scared that I will never made anyone proud
Scared of being unloved and unlovable
Scared that I’ll never be happy
Scared of messing up
Scared that I’m not good enough
Scared of knowing the truth
Scared that I’ll never be someone’s first choice
Scared of being alone
Scared that everyone will leave
Scared of who I am and who I want to be
Scared that my emotions will take over
I don’t know why
But I’m just scared
