I wish

I feel it sink in,
Deeper than ever before,
Colder than the ocean shore,
Harder than I've known before,
Oh
I
Never thought that loneliness,
Could hurt like this,
Never thought I'd want to spin,
The web of whens,
To stop the moment,
We first began,
To push our lips,
Of our consequence,
To sink or swim,
Oh how I wish it was all pretend,
To fall so hard for such a sin,
But here I am,
Drowning in,
Our aftermath,
Of violence,
That's when,
I feel it sink in,
Deeper than ever before,
Colder than the ocean shore,
Harder than I've known before,
Oh
I