Spiders are cursed with sweeping generalisation. Like, they are going to hurt me. They are ugly. "They don't belong". I like how you reflect on a depressed brain or a shy heart being like that spider: something to be avoided and certainly misunderstood.
Take care x

Beautiful piece_____ I like the analogy, the link between that spider and all which does not belong, and we cannot just take it out.

Until destiny does take what it wants out, and the way it wants.

Keep writing,,,, : )

Wow. I feel bad for not having read this one before. I mean, wow. The sympathy you feel towards this weak spider stems from the fact that you are hurting and feeling weak too. I could've never described my depression like you beautifully did. Amazing write, as always.