It does feel unreal :(

The beauty of eyes not just seeing, but feeling everything, there's a certain vitality in that, a spirit carried forward. And now, we can't help help see and absorb the stress and sadness of something so universal. It's like, can we get a break for a minute? Because all that is front of us is pain and trying to understand and come to find peace.

The depth in those final lines guts me. Glad to see you posted, though it's in the seeing and all the uncertainty and coming to terms with reality... Keep hanging in there, Luce <3