The way she feels

The sadness in her heart never matched the smile on her face,
the smile on her face never showed the pain in her heart.
Her heart was broken into to many pieces,
some she'll pick up the others she doesn't want.
The same old things just another day,
rings in her head , it shows on her face.
She wants the end to come,
but knows she cant rush it.
Because if she does,
she figures it wont be worth it.