Fear

by amanda   Jul 14, 2004


*This is more of a story than anything*
Have you ever lived in a house full of fear?
People who are alcoholics
Never knowing how it will end
Take care of the little kids and say it's alright
Even when you know it's not going to be
You wonder why everything is so messed up
Why your dad walked out on you?
Why and how your sisters want to live w/o you?
Why you live in a dark shadow?
Have you ever felt you're always the person who is supposed to be
most faithful?
Then you're always the one who feels bad when you mess up
'Cause you know you aren't supposed to
But your human...
Isn't that supposed to make it okay?
Then you don't eat so much anymore
And you watch it all tumble
Then you are scared that you don't even want to admit to anything The fear builds up inside
The thought of the object slashing across you
You sit crying
Why? You didn't mean it

I sit and think
I needed to prove something
I got caught
Now I'm in trouble
I'm in to deep
The tears and scars I feel
They build up
Have you ever lived in a house full of fear?

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