WANTING BACK MY LIFE

by `*`Silently_Hurting`*`   Jul 14, 2004



WANTING BACK MY LIFE
I feel like I'm not living life or living at all,
going through each day dreading a thousand more.
Inside i feel so empty, that the life i once had now is lost,
and I'm the one to blame, paying the cost.

All happiness and all my smiles have disappeared,
along with my hope that i kept so near
I keep looking back on time and that life i had,
A joyful person, now is something I'm unable to grab.

It seems that all the blissful days was wiped away,
taken by depression and all its unforgettable ways.
Its not something i wanted or planned,
There's no explanation for it, its so hard to understand.

Its not something that's so easy to cast away,
But its something that seems forever will stay.
God is this what you have installed for me?
a feeling so unbearable that life's path is hard to see

So desperately do I want to live again, give life a try,
but depression makes me want to give up and die
Its the only thing that makes me fail and fall,
The only thing I give into and feel so small.

I'm wanting back my life and all its ways,
I want to live my life not dread everyday,
But i guess i can never start to live again,
unless this depression of mine will finally end.

*PLEASE COMMENT AND RATE, TELL ME IF YOUR THE SAME, AND IF YOU RELATE, IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO ME.. THANKS HEAPS!*

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  • 19 years ago

    by Sonya Marie

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  • 19 years ago

    by Sonya Marie

    THIS POEM I DON'T KNOW GRL U ARE SO GIFTED WITH UR WRITING DON'T EVA GIVE UP I HAVE THAT EXACT PROBLEM AND POEMZ LIKE THIS WHERE PPL CAN RELATE GO BIG "AND U NOW THIS!" SO KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK I KNOW WRITING IS ONE OF OUR WAYS AS POETS TO UNLEASH ALL THEM BAD FEELINGS AND MIXED EMOTIONS AND SOME ARE JUST GIFTED ALOT MORE SO KEEP UP THE WORK AND IT MADE ME CRY JUST TO LET U KNOW CUZ RIGHT NOW I WAS GOING THREW A ROUGH TIME AND A POEM TO MAKE ME REALIZE THAT THERE ARE OTHA PPL THAT CAN RELATE TO THIS PAIN AND THIS POEM JUST PATCHED UP A LIL BROKEN PIECE OF MY HEART. THANX! THANX FOR MAKIN THE DAY A LIL EASIER! I HAVE WROTE TO U B4 U MIGHT REMEMBER ME EMAIL ME AT BABY_GURL_0017@AOL.COM WENEVA AIGHT PEACE GIRLIE AND KEEP UR HEAD UP, EYES WIDE OPEN AND LEGS CLOSE. LOL! BUE-BYE! XOXO

  • 19 years ago

    by Sonya Marie

    THIS POEM I DON'T KNOW GRL U ARE SO GIFTED WITH UR WRITING DON'T EVA GIVE UP I HAVE THAT EXACT PROBLEM AND POEMZ LIKE THIS WHERE PPL CAN RELATE GO BIG "AND U NOW THIS!" SO KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK I KNOW WRITING IS ONE OF OUR WAYS AS POETS TO UNLEASH ALL THEM BAD FEELINGS AND MIXED EMOTIONS AND SOME ARE JUST GIFTED ALOT MORE SO KEEP UP THE WORK AND IT MADE ME CRY JUST TO LET U KNOW CUZ RIGHT NOW I WAS GOING THREW A ROUGH TIME AND A POEM TO MAKE ME REALIZE THAT THERE ARE OTHA PPL THAT CAN RELATE TO THIS PAIN AND THIS POEM JUST PATCHED UP A LIL BROKEN PIECE OF MY HEART. THANX! THANX FOR MAKIN THE DAY A LIL EASIER! I HAVE WROTE TO U B4 U MIGHT REMEMBER ME EMAIL ME AT BABY_GURL_0017@AOL.COM WENEVA AIGHT PEACE GIRLIE AND KEEP UR HEAD UP, EYES WIDE OPEN AND LEGS CLOSE. LOL! BUE-BYE! XOXO

  • 19 years ago

    by *Elizabeth*

    Hey..WOW.this poem is terrific and ican relate to it 100%..i totally understand how you feel!!
    best of luck!! ;)

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