Pros and cons of breathing

I didn’t ever think of ending it all until the day you told me you didn’t want me to be with me anymore

I’m watering it down because what you actually said was much worse

It feels like I was born with a curse

Maybe that’s why I’m so messed up

I’m sitting here staring at our empty apartment, that I had to clean up since you trashed it

I’m not even mad,

I’m numb.

You’ll never see the things I wouldn’t ever show you but you left a box with everything I ever gave you that meant something.

If there was an award that went to the biggest “**** you.”

That would of won.

So go ahead and take a bow,

You wanted to break me,

Well look at me now.

I’m done.