You'll never know

You'll never know
what you put me through
You'll never know
how many tears i cried
you'll never know
all the shame i felt
you'll never know
how defeated i felt
you'll never know
when you touched me there
you ruined the rest of my life
you'll never know
how many doctors i saw
you'll never know
how many questions
i had to answer
you'll never know
how many times
people said I'm sorry
you'll never know
how many said
did you like it
you'll never know
how my family felt
you'll never know
all the pills i had to take
you'll never know
how many times i got sick
you'll never know
when i went to school
everyone knew
you'll never know
all the counseling i had to take
you'll never know
how much i hate you
you'll never know
how much i wish you dead
All i know
is you'll never know