Embarassed Parent

I WON’T overlook the truth.
I’m NOT just like her.
I just caught some of the demons she passed down to me.

She AINT been a good mommy
Maybe she tried ta be
But honestly the pain still kind of blinds me
WON’T let me see
How she tries to make up for what she wasn’t to me.

I steel ben holdin her hostage to a sum of expectations she ain't neva gonna meet,
But what duz it matter?
These expectations I hold her 2 only keep me in bondage
She ain’t worth me stayin in captivity 4

Hiddin who she really is.
Even had me Hiddin who I IS!
She wasn’t neeeeeva worth this.
BYYYYYCH, No one is!

She’ s 2 embarrassed 2 be honest, and admit that she never really wanted my ass
Used his ass
Got married so she wouldn’t be caught with two kids, still living at home, unmarried, with her parent's ass.

Mamma got her own shit, and I got mines 2,
But seems like wrong motives been runin in my family a long while that's 4 sho.

I actually thought she was worth the pain,
worth the resentment,
worth the rage........
worth the revenge,
worth the wait.

Turns out none of these byches are, was, nor ever will be
"F" it bych, note to self:
I'll be forgiving.

Jesus, thanks for my healing,
I really need thee.