Not me

~Not me~??

I just want to feel again!
I want someone to care :)
To show love to dare ????

But I'm not me :(
Trapped in a place I don't want to be ????
Living a life that is so unhappy

No feelings nothing special to do
Everyone around I see thru
no connection to smile to ????

I'm sorry you don't know me now
Not that you knew me back when
But, I'm too old to start again

I'm a fool not knowing what to do
I pray for an answer ????
But no one comes thru

A touching song A photo, memories
Of happier times would be nice to see
The feeling that my heart needs a beat ????

I'm not surprised no one feels me
Familiar Comfort isn't even a friend
Lucky for you, this poems at the end.