Addiction

You would think I'd learnt my lesson
It destroyed my life and soul.
But here I am again
In the deepest darkest hole.

I wouldn't wish this disease
On my worst enemy
Addiction of any sort
As cruel as it can be.

I got myself clean
For three whole years
Only to relapse
One of my biggest fears.

This time things are different
I feel there's no way out.
I worry it's got a hold of me
This isn't what life's about.