Balance

All these hatred thoughts with peace in my heart,darkness in my soul and passion in my heart;
My whole life has been cursed since the day I came into this world,nothing but struggle,nothing but pain yet I still managed to find a way for humility in my life,I may have all these malice thoughts but I also have peace ones as well...
Kaos and destruction is what I crave,bloodshed is what I yern for,WAR is what my blood is made of and I'm always ready for battle;
I smoke weed to open my third eye,to gain more knowledge about this universes energy,it's crazy if youd be able to see things through my eyes,everything I've lived twice,dejavu with every event,that's balance for you,that's tranquility;
Even though this life is basically LOVE vs. HATE gotta stay strong...