Not in control

It is the feeling of

Living in fear

Everyday not knowing

What it's going to bring

Flashbacks from that night

Causing constant nightmares

Waking up with chest pain

Nightsweats

Can't even control my emotions right now

I'm constantly

Up and down

Am I going insane

Tell me

I'm so close to the edge right now

And I'm ready to take that final step off