Can't deal with this anymore
It's like I'm living in a constant
State of fear
It takes control of my mind
Weakens my body
I'm so tired
I've been strong for so long
Holding my emotions in
Trying convince myself
And telling everyone else
That I'm ok
So I can be the strength that they need
Even though deep down
I'm truly hurting
Everyday I want to runaway
Breakdown to myself
Because I feel like noone
Can understand this pain
