Happy Birthday

Oh dear,
Another whole year,
It's getting to severe,

Act normal
Act natural
Act casual

I hurt before
But now it's so much more
Oh how my heart has tore

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Act casual

The distress in my chest
Bleats for life's tests
And begs for it's final rest

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Act natural
Act casual

I can tell myself more lies
Even if I'm running out of tries
Because even when time flies
Life will silence your cries.

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Act natural
Act casual

My insides are still screaming
"Make real what you've been dreaming"
But then the tears start streaming

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Act natural
Act casual

And then, oh dear
It's been another whole year...

...WTF happened?!?