Everything I touch

I've hurt you again and it kills me
But this time I think it's for the best
Now I know what you actually think of me
And I bet there's still so much more you need to get off your chest
So I just cry and wait for the rest.

What we had wasn't all bad
We had lots of beautiful times
But the times I've hurt you I can never make up for
And we both just feel worse all the time

Mental health, it's a curse when you're trapped in it,
My brain really does want me to be dead
Just like the world in all my years
Making me go off my head
Life is so wrong, I am so wrong
And I'm getting worse all of the time
I am a cancer, i am a curse
Being born, my biggest crime.

And everyone I know gets to suffer,
Everything I touch turns to s**t
Endless fights with myself or with others
Somehow it seems time to quit.