I walk around the streets of my city
The place I am a stranger to
The place that has nothing for me
I get drunker as I go,
Lose more hope with every step I take
The mersey calls to me
Just jump in, let it pull down and it's all over
I miss what was,
Even though I was no good
I walk through the crowd crying, invisible and Irrelevant.
The last words I heard her say still echoing around my head months later
It never ceases
Never stops letting me know how wrong I am
If i jump then there would be no more fear
No.more tears
No more of my mangled mind to poison people with.
It would be so easy.
But now, I go back to walking invisibly though the crowds.
So many people, yet so alone.
I think about a similar time,
And i made contact and got charged for it.
Jail awaits me this time.
What would be next time, death?
So why prolong what is destiny
Destiny... I remember when that was beautiful.
I think about her and those men,
Her new "friends"
What they're getting up to
What she's getting up to right now
How much she's loving it
And the mersey has never seemed more friendly.
I decide to go "home"
To sit in my room with my alcohol and tears
I really hope her new 'friends' are worth it
