Stop it

Stop with the lies,
The self denial
I just cry while all the while
You're getting men and having fun
Watching and showing, gallons of cum
And you think I'm retarded
You think I can't see
But it shows how little you think of me
You think I'll believe it,
You carry on and deceive it
You're talking to me, buy who on Facebook messenger is waiting for.you?
Who somewhere else is waiting for you.
You're not seeing my messages but adding friends.
You're orgasms are giving me the bends