Is this war, it can't be love,
what was before, it never was,
the lies you told, the truth has died,
trapped in the cold, I cannot hide,
where have you gone, you never were,
it all feels wrong, I can't defer,
Lost in violence,
trapped in silence,
I scream so loud but,
no one hears my pain,
I close my eyelids,
I can't deny this,
I lie awake and,
I feel afraid,
So sick of fighting, where is the peace,
through this writing, I seek release,
there's no escaping, no where's safe,
there's no erasing, I can't replace,
the memories, this tortured mind,
the end of me, is what's left behind,
Lost in violence,
trapped in silence,
I scream so loud but,
no one hears my pain,
I close my eyelids,
I can't deny this,
I lie awake and,
I feel afraid,
Trapped in violence,
lost in silence,
I scream so loud but,
no one hears my pain,
I close my eyelids,
I can't deny this,
I lie awake and,
I feel ashamed,
I feel so worthless,
can't find my purpose,
not like you heard this,
anyway,
so sick of hating,
anticipating,
I lie here waiting,
to fade away...
