Sometimes the corners in my mind oxbow on me
Often taking me to a parallel source
A hairs breath away, but oh so far apart
Rivers meander then hit rapids
White water brings Adrenaline too my private party
The oxygen that supplies romantic love is ‘rare’
A commodity of immeasurable value
It defies definition
It cannot survive fake
Paper over the cracks
It’s like pissing in your pants, it only keeps you warm for a few seconds
The unbearable pain. Of shattered dreams!
Failed once again, my reality to digest
I question my purpose with deep intensity
Why do I exist?
Is it to services some uninspiring treadmill activity?
Can I unbundle?
Am I to complex in my reasoning?
Seeing what’s not there
Or better put, seeing what’s always been there
Through another filter
Regardless, the matters of the heart defy logic
But the pain is very real
Denial is the name of this sad game
No escape!
When the universe has placed us ,in our box
Whispering in your ear!
Its time
Growing old is a fast lane thing
Its our time not just yours
This heart of mine is stubborn
It can not rain all the time
We will shine
Time has made me deaf not stupid
Not blind enough not to be able to see
I will find my way to hear and see
Through my words
Just in case I do not wake up tomorrow
Always know that I love you
My despair is real, in truth
A part of me wants to give up
The rest of me says keep on trying
