Anyone but me...

What is it that you're looking for?
What would you like to see?
Is it something that is real?
Is it something I could be?

I'm tired of running in circles
Begging for sense of being
I've tried so hard to be perfect
Is there something I'm not seeing?

I know that you're not worth it
My heart craves higher plans
Pride breaking like fragile glass
Slowly slipping through these hands

Night after night I think of you
I dream, knowing you don't care
Wrapped in fictitious lullabies
Only to wake without you there

I've cried so many times
Wondering what I could change
No matter how much I love you
I'm abandoned, alone and estranged

I've tried to express my heart
But I guess we're not meant to be
You're still looking for that someone
Someone who's anyone but me...