At times, I still find myself so sad,
because my world has never seemed right...
But instead of crying,
I always try and put up a fight.
And every time that memories of the bad things
that Ive gone through start to invade...
I say to myself "I have to be strong"...
and put them away in my heart just another day.
But as all of those days keep going by...
my heart starts to feel weaker as every second flies,
and I still seem to be standing tall...
though deep inside, I can no longer hold my cries.
but there's times when I feel like I'm chocking,
chocking in a nightmare...
and I start to cry alone to the point that I rather die...
as I get lost in despair.
But I cannot let them see me like this,
for I cant let my pride down...
I cannot give them the satisfaction
to see me with a frown.
So Ill lye here all alone, till I can get back up
and have the courage to face another day
with this pain locked inside my heart.
