Dead to you

The blood is draining in my veins,
I can’t see were I’m going.
The life I live is full of pain,
So why don’t I just let it go.

Being dead seems like an escape
Why can’t I thrash this blade
Make all my blood drain to the floor
I rather be dead to all of you
Then living a life of pain and lies
I wish to be dead to you

Never could bring myself to do it then
Now my final buttons pushed to the end
Now all I have left to do is
Bring that blade up to my wrist and
let it end

Being dead seems like an escape
Why can’t I thrash this blade
Make all my blood drain to the floor
I rather be dead to all of you
Then living a life of pain and lies
I wish to be dead to you

I’m so alone inside
It is just tearing me apart
I am like a zombie
That is not what I want to be

Being dead seems like an escape
Why can’t I thrash this blade
Make all my blood drain to the floor
I rather be dead to all of you
Then living a life of pain and lies
I wish to be dead to you

My emotions I want to come back to me
I want to the girl I used to be
I don’t know why I cant thrash this blade
What is stopping me

Being dead seems like an escape
Why can’t I thrash this blade
Make all my blood drain to the floor
I rather be dead to all of you
Then living a life of pain and lies
I wish to be dead to you

I bring pain to everyone,
What is stopping me from meeting this blade
I have a heart with no home
Just a body animated

Being dead seems like an escape
Why can’t I thrash this blade
Make all my blood drain to the floor
I rather be dead to all of you
Then living a life of pain and lies
I wish to be dead to you

All i want in life is my heart
Maybe it can stop me from riping apart.
But u never know
What path you are bestowed

Being dead seems like an escape
Why can’t I thrash this blade
Make all my blood drain to the floor
I rather be dead to all of you
Then living a life of pain and lies
I wish to be dead to you

end