It's Never Goodbye

I sit on my bed,
clutching my head,
all these words left unsaid.

How can I leave without saying goodbye to you,
though, that is something I do not know how to do.

I sit here thinking of ways to say that horrid word,
so unthought of,
so unheard.

As I stand in front of you,
trying to get that word to escape my lips,
tears come to my eyes,
and my heart rips.

I remember ever single memory of me and you,
I remember every little stupid thing we used to do,
the laughing and the crying,
The truth and the lying.

I realize now that it's not goodbye,
it's simply see you soon,
or see you again my friend,
The love I have for you will never end.

Because if I say goodbye,
truthfully,
that would be a lie.

So I will love you forever and more,
never forget that,
please don't cry,
because it will never be,
goodbye...