Tonight...

The candle is burning bright,
I can see the reflection of my crying eyes
while my head is hung over the porcelain bowl.
I scream red
i look up and see a girl with eyes so dark and a mouth so red.
I'm hurt so deeply and i want to be cared for but how can anyone love me if i don't even love myself?
I once was beautiful
I once was a lovely person
My life was kissed away after I was hurt so deeply by the ones i thought loved me...
I pass out from all of the blood i see
I awake next to the porcelain bowl that was once a beautiful white
now its smeared with red.
My fore-arms have cuts all over them,
they're supposed to say something
right now they just look like shattered glass...
i pray tonight is my last night alive.