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by shazbob Jul 28, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / other
The anger…it takes over, It hates to love the pain Clenched fists of rage Here it comes again… Blindly throwing punches As my reflection mimics me Yet laughing as my tears fall down No sign of sympathy The shards of glass they lodge Into the centers of my knuckles Sitting back and watching As my life slowly unbuckles Thousands of reflections Falling to the ground One lonely scream A heart breaking sound… Breathless with a red face I fall upon my knees Looking at the ceiling Loudly repeating “please” Why would you just leave me here Stranded all alone With nothing but a memory Of what I once called my home My fists begin to loosen Thoughts of you run through my head When I’m angered by my pain I think of you instead A new sort of pain takes over In emptiness I drown The way you lifted me up Whenever I was down They dragged me away… They strapped me in tight They shackled both my hands So I couldnt try to fight They constantly torture They continuously tease They want me to be angered It seems to make them pleased I hear their constant laughing I tighten up my fists If there was a chance of staying calm It was only then dismissed The anger…it takes over, It hates to love the pain another thought of dejavoo It just starts all over again…