I sit here in the dark, cold night,
gazing at the mirror in which I see nothing,
accept my own death passing right by...
Torn between lies... feels as if I'm being strangled by a vein of thrones.
The last rose pedal falls as I take my last breath.
Through it all I see you and still love you,
not knowing why I do...
I'm finally happy but yet what makes me happy,
my friends don't think I should want.
You can't choose who you have feelings for,
they just happen... don't understand why they can't see this.
The sadness fills me as I think of the past...
All the lies and pain I've suffered
A tomented soul is what I am, by my own memories...
The one thing that I want is finally to be happy and free,
but for that I must leave...
Just let me go, and forget me, let me have this one wish...
At least when I die I'll be happy and free
what I've wanted for so long.
I've known from the start this is not where ai belong,
The last rose pedal falls as I take my lasat breath,
shed my last tear, and say my last good-bye
