Changed

Sinking into this black hole called depression
I try to recall where I went wrong
You changed, I changed
Together I thought we would belong

Held my hand then yelled at me
Kissed my lips then disappeared
You proved to be every single thing
Every single thing I’ve ever feared

A broken heart, abandonment
Bleeding and scarring of the soul
But still every time I’m with you
I feel like I am whole.

Emotionally exhausted
Mentally abused
Was this really love?
Or was I only being used?

Sometimes you’d come back to me
Sometimes it was me
Crawling on our hands and knees
This could never be

Holding onto the man I knew
The one I used to love
Our hearts are one, but souls are not
Oh, God please, help us from above.

Standing in this void of darkness
I can see that no one’s around
When you changed, you also died
Lost, and never to be found.