I’m a failure

I'm a failure,
I can't write poems,
I can't even get it right,
I need help from people,
Just to write,
I'm a failure,
My friend may get published,
And I am a nobody,
I try a competition,
And they didn't accept me,
Just because I am failure,
So I was declined,
I hoped and dreamed I would get through to the next stage,
But I didn't because I am a failure,
So from know on I will not write,
How ever much I love it,
This hasn't mad me happy,
But it has just brought sadness,
I really want to write butt his has put me down,
I really want to write,
But I will not,
I can't write because I am a failure,
I'm never going to get a prize,
All because I can't write.