Divine Pleasure

It feels normal after a while
It's what keeps me going
To me, this is my style
Keeping the blood flowing

The cuts give me this feeling
Like I'm high
I feel like I'm healing
But really I'm gonna die

The cold knife against my skin
I haven't felt it for a bit
But now I'm giving in
And I make the first slit

I watch the blood seep out
And pain is released
The devil inside creeps out
I feel okay, for now at least

This is what happens, dear brother
When you beat me till I cry
You never tried to save me, mother
You're other child is making me die

All I needed was someone to care
Someone to save my life
Anyone to show me they're there
But the only thing helping me was a knife

I don't have friends anymore
And the cuts become more deep
My body feels sore
But what I have life, I need to keep

I'll cherish my knife
Let more blood drain
Who needs this life
It only brings pain

So I'll cut this body which is so lifeless
Just dig the point into me
I'll let the knife grace my wrists
And watch my scarlet red sea

I'll destroy my inner hurt
I'll get my knife while they sleep
This knife, I will insert
This time the cut will be too deep...

(This is resubmitted)