Don't Understand

I don’t understand
Do you like to see me cry?
Do you like the scars?
And my broken will to fight

Is it fun to see me break down?
Because of the words you say
Is it fun to see me hurting?
Every single day

Look in to my eyes
Can you see my sad soul?
Can you read the secrets?
That never show

Do you see me crying?
Do you even care?
Why don’t you love me?
You’ve never been there

I’m sorry I’m not perfect
I’m sorry I’m not thin
Why can’t I be the girl
Of which you’ve been dreaming

Should i just die?
Let my wrists flow
You can keep it a secret
That no one will ever know

Should i live?
So i can slowly die
Death by your words
Ruining my life

Don’t know what to do
To escape your cold grasp
I’ll never be perfect
So this breath is my last