Something

Ups and Downs
Highs and Lows
Suffering with the feelings
I just can't control

I've been living in my silence
Silence of my hell
Fooling everyone
Except for myself

Don't know what’s wrong
Nothings truly right
Don't know what to live for
What’s the point of life?

There’s something inside
Something truly wrong
Stopping the happiness
For which I've waited for so long

Just want to be happy
Forget of all the pain
I've reached the peak of sadness
That a human can contain

I've tried so very hard
And I always seem to fail
Don't see the point of this
I've missed the last detail

I just want to end this
But I still want to live
Hopefully God will hear me
And my sins he will forgive