Let Me Go (Song of a Dieing Angel)

I dont know this feeling
That I've never felt before.
Its preventing me from seeing
In a room without a floor.
Im falling and I dont know why.
Can't hear my desperate call.
I think this is my final sigh.
That I'm breathing after all.
I have no feeling to my touch.
But I know that I'm awake.
My life has proved to be too much.
So end it for my sake.
I can no longer stand the pain.
Locked deep inside me.
I never want to play this game.
Cause I know what I can't be.
I never say what I need to say.
And I know I'm not that bright.
I've payed the debts I need to pay.
But yet they're still my biggest fright.
Take this all away from me.
Leave me in the dark.
Be the things I'll never be.
Remember me the way I was.
Don't bother me again.
I'm hiding in myself because
I'm crying deep within.
Leave me here to die like this.
I need to be alone.
Nothing left for me to resist.
With my memory unknown