My Mistake

All day I had been thinking
How much I hate it here
Then at twelve, you called
You had had a few beers

I heard the people in the background
I knew there was a party going on
I prayed that you would stop drinking
But by then you were already gone

You kept calling me a hypocrite
And you're right, I am
So I thought about it for a while
I should have given a damn

I'm sorry for the pain I caused
I regret what I did
I made the biggest mistake ever
I don't want his kid

I want to have a family
But only one with you
If only I could turn back time
I would show you I'm true

But now that I've made this mistake
I will live with its result
And if I lose you in the process
I will know it's all my fault

So no matter how much pain I carry
Now matter how many tears I cry
I will keep moving on
Even if I love you till the day I die